Enough

Yes, I have done enough. It's more than enough, it is time to let go. A friend told me that and I can't help but start crying.
I'm tired of getting hurt when all I did was care. I guess it is true that you loses if you care. Because I was worried people might get hurt or will be lonely, I choose to forgive, choose to reply over times and times. But in return, what I got from this was just "I know all you want is me to love you right? come on wake up la" "you are just fat and admit it" "you just want to be "famous" isn't it?" "i'm trying to protect your privacy but you oh so want to be fking famous (when you go around telling untrue stories behind my back)" then "that was just my opinion, why should I even apologise for my opinion" An opinion is something you think not something you put in others' mouth and claiming they said it. "If you forgive and forget we can still be friends" How am i supposed to forgive when people just said why should i even apologise. And how to forget things when it hurts you so badly. Then "I apologised what, wtf u want. you are crazy" This is it isn't it? When I don't reply, I said I needed time. I didn't want to spoil the friendship, but you kept pressuring me and pestering me to reply messages. Then when I tried forgetting and forgiving you said you don't think you are at fault neither should you have apologised then what for did you apologise for? and then started blaming for everything? started maligning me and say that I have a motive being close to you. I think this is really it. Why should I worry and care for someone who thinks like that of me. Things can't be undone anymore. Im tired and it hurts so badly and I feel really dumb. I'm starting to hate myself. Not everyone is kind in this world. And its really enough.